we have a complex relationship with our sisters and our cousins

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Amariah is starting a circle in her yard - minting and enchanting can pull heavier duty than witchcraft, and faster, too, but they won't scale unless she wants to hand out copies of her trump cards; novel spells will, since there are many witches across the globe.

And then Jane asks if she wants to be visited, by Juliet's Sherlock - Minus - and Amariah's reply is "Sure, I could take a break." Because she's been at this for a while now and was just about to wish a crick out of her back for the second time this afternoon.

She puts down her pitcher of oil and waits for him to appear.

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"How do I not make sense?" Path asks, genuinely bewildered. "This - along with helping my Isabella understand herself - is basically my job description, interacting with other people's daemons."

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"You're not interacting with me," Subtrahend points out. "You're just sitting there watching me. And pecking my nose."

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"We're having a conversation right now," Path points out. "And I didn't peck you. I just nuzzled you a little."

[eversomuchfun]

Subtrahend rubs a paw over her nose.

"I don't get it," she says softly.

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"You can ask me questions. I'll do my best to help," Path says.

[eversomuchfun]

"Sherlocks are prone to - depersonalization issues," she says, "thinking they're not real people, that they don't know how to act like real people or understand real people and their place in the world is basically to make somebody else's life easier, and my Sherlock mostly doesn't have those problems anymore but I do. Because I don't know how to act like a real daemon and I don't understand anything and nobody including me wants me to exist and I literally am a fundamentally dependent extension of another person!"

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"You're n-"

Path thinks better of this sentence partway through.

"I'm not another person from my Isabella. We're the same. But it doesn't bother me because she's a wonderful person to be part of. And the dependence goes both ways, anyway," he adds, more quietly, suddenly feeling the need to preen a feather in his wing.

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"Well, I don't know how wonderful Sherlock is, but I'm apparently rude and bitchy and violent," says Subtrahend. "There's probably something wrong with me. I can't imagine there wouldn't be, really."

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Path nudges closer to her and offers a wing that she might duck her head under if she wanted.

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She creeps up to him and sighs and puts her head under his wing.

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He settles it over her. His feathers are soft and light.

"I don't think there's anything wrong with you," Path says. "If there were going to be something it would probably have to do with Sherlock being a vampire, but that my Isabella noticed right away when we met, and we don't sense anything like it now. You just register normal, now. But you have reasons to be upset."

[eversomuchfun]

"I'm plenty upset," she says disconsolately.

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Path touches his beak to her nose again.

[eversomuchfun]

She sighs a very small sigh and nuzzles his beak.

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"We'll help if we can," Path murmurs.

[eversomuchfun]

"Yeah, like how," she says.

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"I don't know. If I knew I'd suggest something."

[eversomuchfun]

She sighs again.

"I should pick a new name. My name is shit."

[dark_light]

"It's cute. But something else could be cute too. You could always go with Stephirashal. It's gender-neutral."

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"Stephirashal sounds like a demon sneezed," she says. "I guess I could go by Steph until I think of something I like better, though."

[dark_light]

Path nuzzles her. "Okay."

[eversomuchfun]

She nuzzles back.

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"I wonder why you're a genet," murmurs Path.

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"Good question," says Steph. "I'm not sure I even know what a genet is."

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"It's not a common daemon species or I'd have more to say about it. I think genets are related to mongooses," Path adds. "You could look yourself up. That's what everyone does when they settle in high school is look up their species. There are daemon specific books for the more common things that include statistics about the people they belong to. The Big Book Of Daemonic Mammals would be where you'd want to look first. I don't know if you'd be in those books or not. We've seen a fossa and a linsang but never exactly the species you are, and they don't cover everything."